hmm....

it's funny how i count words and letters and so forth but yet music doesn't seem to have this need to me. it does not seem necessary nor do i think about it. that's good of course, but it also seems weird/ironic. maybe that's why i find such solace and peace in music. i get much emotion from music, much like many other people but sometimes i feel like maybe my emotion is acted out through music. my music or others' music. either way it seems odd that something so important and meaningful in my life can also be one of the things i don't count. ha. funny.